Reflecting

As my first real week of work comes to an end, I'm taking time to reflect upon the decisions I've made. Have I found the answers to my ever-nagging question of who I am? No. Do I want to find the answer? I'm not too sure.

So far, I am thoroughly enjoying my new job as a bank teller. I'm satisfied with my work, yet I feel something is missing. Is it my ever growing desire to further myself and reach new heights or is it simply the fact that I no longer wish to reside in Bellingham? As of now I believe it to be the latter. I miss living in a city. The bright lights, soaring skyscrapers, the busy streets, and traffic.

Is it possible that after nearly 8 years, I have become home sick? Nothing would please me more than to re-experience the lifestyle of being in Tokyo. The city is where I belong.

I am striving to exceed the expectations of a new teller in order to receive more hours, but more so of recognition. With my relentless will to be the best and excel, I hope to open more doors of opportunity for my goal is to be a full-time employee working at a branch in Seattle. That would be the first in steering towards my ultimate career goal that has yet to begin. While banking seems to be a stable and lucrative career, my heart lies with language. To be able to put my degree to use would be an accomplishment long overdue.

For now, I will enjoy life to the fullest. So many events to look forward to in the near future. A free digital camera, another weekend in Seattle with a concert including one of my favorite Japanese Bands, High and Mighty Color, and cheaper rent. I am determined to make 2010 my year and own my moments within the spotlight.